23 More Days !!!!!!

I am so excited, but at the same time very nervous!! I am hoping that little Quinn accepts us. I grieve for her birth mother.....I always try to think "why". Why did she abandon her? Of course I'll never know. I'll never know her medical history or if she favors her mother more or her father. I've never seen her first step, or her first smile, or her first word. I will always wonder if her birth mother thinks of her. I secretly say a prayer of thanks to her every day for making the decision she made. I know it must have been hard for her to leave her baby girl in a little basket at the car repair factory. I hope she knows that a family has found her who will love her unconditionally forever and ever. Now, she will have new firsts that i WILL get to see.....her first bite of pizza, watching her wear my shoes around the house....glamming it up with her sister in the bathroom, and playing in the garden in the summer. Our lives are so blessed with three beautiful children who are smart and just good human beings. I can't wait to add one more to the mix!!!